The anticipation is killing me...

So my order was placed yesterday, this morning I received an email telling me that my products were being shipped!! Come on already, I am ready to get this party started. I have been posting my blog and graphics about plexus because I want to share this with everyone I know. I want to share the positive well-being and healthy living that goes along with the pink drink. Today is another off day for me, have spent most of the morning in bed. Lots of pain in my feet, knees, and hips and believe me that pain gets old !! I am ready to be pain free, losing weight and loving life!! It is not just me that is tired of all this, my kids ask all the time, "mom are you OK?" or "mom how do you feel?" They see how I feel, they can tell I am not the same as before. The boys I don't worry so much about, it is that baby girl of mine. She is dealing with lots of anxiety and thoughts of losing her mother. The situation just stink, horribly stinks and I am ready for a change!! One of the things I am hoping to deal with besides the weight loss and elevated energy levels is my own feelings about how at risk I am. My own feelings about my heart disease, and mentally dealing with my heart attack instead of just pushing it aside. There are lots of things to change, lots of things to address and I am anxiously awaiting my box with all my goodies in it. I would say it will be like Christmas in July, only I will be getting it in August!! This day is looking brighter already!!